Today, the 4th of September, 2019, is the day I saw days ago about a year from today when I took that walk from the safe haven of my proud sanity. I saw clearly in my mind’s eye, this day, the coming of a day I had only one option to wish for. That it was either this day or… the silent pure deafening sound of nothingness. And today, which says it all, I am here; experiencing the beauty I envisioned and wished for in the presence of the hunter in the night skies by the big pale roaring ocean. That day, in the wilderness of my tired lonely destitute and desolate mind… I made my choice. A life invigorating choice to be strong and take it in one more time, give it a second go.
And now, today, here I am, ushering in and enjoying the freshness of the dawn of that new beginning, this moment and time and now. I can only say to wish for more and more, and on the next occasion write it out again. I’m moving in the right direction.
“I AM GRATEFUL.”
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